No more?

I really don't feel like celebrating the birth of our Lord. At least not in the Christmas-y way I've been used to for the past 15 years. I don't feel like giving any presents. I don't want any, either. So going against the current can't be all that bad. At least it makes me look original. Right?

Now ask me what I'm about to do. You guessed it, I'm rushing down to the store to buy presents, just like I did last year, and the year before and... so much for my resolve.

Ho-ho-holy shit

Now here's a post with a definitely bad-ass title. Too bad the rest of the post doesn't live up to it, since it's just me ranting about my sucky life.

I am currently undergoing some really hardcore holiday downers. I am a mess. My life is a mess, I am completely unproductive, uncreative... I can't seem to get anything done. I still haven't gotten my degree. Did I ever tell you it's EIGHT YEARS OVERDUE???

And of course, I'm alone. But you know what? God knows best. He's waiting for me to get my life out of the toilet before he puts somebody before me.

Thank you, Lord.

Fate has spoken once more

Well, hi there!!
I know I've been gone for a while, but I'll try to get you up to speed.
I work at the very same place.
Family's fine, by the way.
I am still alone.

However, I'm trying desperately not to freak out about that last thing. I want to believe that if the Lord has kept me alive is because he wants me around. And if no girl seems to want to be with me, then I must assume that it's His Will as well.