Hi there!

This is my first post of 2008!! I can't believe I haven't posted anything for the past three months.

Well, I HAVE been busy with my youth group. In fact, I've let it take up all of my free time. It seems like ages since I had a good night's sleep. But it's been quite entertaining.

The problem? It may all be nothing more than an escapism. Seems to me that everything I've done for my group reeks of desperation, of not wanting to face facts. I haven't done anything to get my degree, or improve my body, or even clean up my room.

I have a holiday coming up, I better get some work done then. God knows it's about time.

No more?

I really don't feel like celebrating the birth of our Lord. At least not in the Christmas-y way I've been used to for the past 15 years. I don't feel like giving any presents. I don't want any, either. So going against the current can't be all that bad. At least it makes me look original. Right?

Now ask me what I'm about to do. You guessed it, I'm rushing down to the store to buy presents, just like I did last year, and the year before and... so much for my resolve.

Ho-ho-holy shit

Now here's a post with a definitely bad-ass title. Too bad the rest of the post doesn't live up to it, since it's just me ranting about my sucky life.

I am currently undergoing some really hardcore holiday downers. I am a mess. My life is a mess, I am completely unproductive, uncreative... I can't seem to get anything done. I still haven't gotten my degree. Did I ever tell you it's EIGHT YEARS OVERDUE???

And of course, I'm alone. But you know what? God knows best. He's waiting for me to get my life out of the toilet before he puts somebody before me.

Thank you, Lord.

Fate has spoken once more

Well, hi there!!
I know I've been gone for a while, but I'll try to get you up to speed.
I work at the very same place.
Family's fine, by the way.
I am still alone.

However, I'm trying desperately not to freak out about that last thing. I want to believe that if the Lord has kept me alive is because he wants me around. And if no girl seems to want to be with me, then I must assume that it's His Will as well.

31... so what?

It's depressing to be so damn old and without a clue.
I don't have a freaking idea how to land a good job.
I don't know how to get girls
I don't know how to look good.
I don't know how to get a freaking grip on life.

The 100 Worst Porn Movie Titles of All Time

Oh, and they're not kidding.
These suck. And not it the good way.

Saying what's on your mind isn't always the best

I had a very unholy outburst just yesterday. A friend of mine called me up to tell me he was off to a three-day seminar. Since he isn't very religious, I applauded his effort to follow the Lord. But then I found out the church he was going to: God's House. A Catholic myself, I have the utmost respect for established churches: Orthodox, Lutheran, etc. But this "church" is nothing more than a marketing scheme focused on getting people's money.

So when he told me the name of the church he was going to, I couldn't help saying, "Oh, shit."

Abby, the architect

My sister Abby got her diploma tonight.
YEY ABBY!!